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Warning: Emo post #1. Watch out. read at your own risk.

No one reads my blog. Good.
Some don't know it even exists. Better.
Some don't know I exist. I'm invisible. Perfect.

I just realised what an emo person I can be. The smiles and laughter you see may just be a facade. But on the bright side, maybe I can an author. You know, like write novels about teenagers for teenagers.

10 emo things that came to mind

1. My life is headed for a blackhole - dark and depressing. Nothing, not even light, can escape a blackhole.
2. It is a disaster in the making.
3. I need motivation.
4. I need sleep.
5. I want to remember my dreams and forget my nightmares.
6. I need someone who can and will listen to the little person in me.
7. That little person is screaming but she's not heard 'cos she has no voice, no say.
8. I don't get Physics and Maths
9. I don't get my life.
10. It's so difficult to understand things when no one understands you.

Ok, my life is not that depressing but you do get emo days and moments. Haha *sarcasm*. Ok, my mind is kinda blank now. I don't know what to think. Or maybe I don't even want to think too much 'cos it hurts. What's this about? Not about any incident or anybody for sure. I suppose I'm angry at myself for harbouring such thoughts when there are so many others who are less fortunate than me.

But life is full of ups and downs. I hope I get over this sorta down period in my life now. From what I see, it can go both ways. I can stay positive and everything can get better, or I continue to emo and everything spirals downwards. I always choose the former but it still hurts, on the inside. Where. It. Is. Not. Seen.

Oh well, a blank is a blank. It's like... Life is _________. (fill in the BLANK) That blank is up to us to fill. But it is a difficult blank to fill, don't you think? And there are no right and wrongs answers. Oh well, Life is the way you want to live it so live it well and always be happy. (BLANK filled. Mission accomplished)

Wish me luck. :D To those who actually read my blog, don't worry, be happy. Haha *not sarcasm* Sorry about this post.